Wednesday, September 26, 2007

okay it's really been a long while since i last blog. the night gigi left, we were really kicking up a huge drama-mama fuss at the airport. come to think of it, we were really a sight to behold! hahhaha a group of girls huddled, over the same spot, crying our eyes out with the occasional wail of "GIGI!!!!!" bwaaaahhhh! (sobbing)... of course, we soon got over... well, that was after like another hr at the viewing gallery with a mountain of tissues/hand-wipes (courtesy of the toilet) littered around our area. but of course we figured things out... 3 more months till we'll see her again and we've got webcams and all! distance ain't a factor! well, i'm just glad tt gi's getting used to life over there in edinburgh (: and of course, us being us will not resist teasing her abt... stuff. hahahha it's an insider so i'll keep my mouth shut.

currently, although i hate school and all, i'm glad i've gotten to know more of the pple in my class and i was pleasantly surprised tt kat has joined my school! pity we're not in the same intake so we dun get to see each other much. i'm stressed out with how much work i'm not being able to catch up and feeling myself slipping back to those "academics-can-go-kiss-my-ass" days which i dun wanna go back to cuz i've only got this chance to prove myself worthy of my parents' hard work and effort for bringing me to earth (tho i'm a plutonian by nature and i didn't force them to bring me over here).

yeah... so i've been really busy with church stuff but i'm just so happy! like i've been having hockey as my cca for the past 6 years of my life and now tt i dun have one and i'm like so-called retiring from the sport (and the trauma of my trngs) i am starting to treat my time in church as like my cca... but it's so awesome, more awesome than anything else cuz it's something i truly enjoy and it's my religion, my life (: recently, S.A.L.T. organised a Youth Mass and everyone had worked so hard to put everything together. the band started out having almost no one but me, gen, drew and png and it became miracle that after so much praying, God provided us with more talents than we even asked for! rico, caleb, berwin, ryan and all the vocals and the list just goes on and on.... and what seemed to be a dwindling group of teens started seeing more pple coming back with a bond stronger than before. i really thank God for everyone (: as a kid, i'm constantly asking for miracles... i asked for even more miracles when i'm an adolescent going thru teenage angst... when i thot i would grow up not being able to see a miracle, i dunno how wrong i was. i almost died in an accident in p6, so now tt i'm typing here on this forsaken blog is a miracle. whatever came after, all the times i screwed up my life, i was bounced back up... everything became a miracle and all i had to do was to cry, "OH GOD! I NEED A MIRACLE!"

hahaah oh well, S.A.L.T.'s gonna go thru a whole lot of major changes and it's for the better. things are just getting better and better and better (: anyway, life's been even greater with "the usual suspects" around.... BALLS OF FURY IS HERRRREEE!!!!


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